tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post456549304937584131..comments2024-02-20T13:35:44.526-08:00Comments on i dont look both ways these days.: Me for me.apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-42019253232357001452012-07-11T03:11:34.322-07:002012-07-11T03:11:34.322-07:00I don't know if you'll actually read this ...I don't know if you'll actually read this or not, but I had a dream about you tonight. The dream itself wasn’t bad or good, but I awoke to find myself in a pile of tears. I miss the absolute crap out of you. I hate that every single time we get close to reconciling, I lose contact with you and then I end up trying to hurt you by saying things I really don’t mean. All I’ve wanted in the last 3 years is to have my friend back and it kills me that we aren’t. I love you as much as one person can without actually being “in love” because I’m not., but I care about you more than you’ll ever know and every time I think of you I always hope that you are well. Nothing would make me more ecstatic than to see you truly happy and having all of your dreams come true. I really hope I don’t have to wait another 3 years to see you Alyssa. I don’t know why we feud but I want to put an end to it once and for all.Charliehttp://www.facebook.com/charlie.krillnoreply@blogger.com