tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33119678100506837762024-03-17T20:03:55.501-07:00i dont look both ways these days.my poems.apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.comBlogger147125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-84797210530473333302018-05-23T20:35:00.002-07:002018-05-23T20:37:35.692-07:00BipolarThere is a storm raging in my soul and the waves are high <br/>
Rain, hail, fire, the fury of God in the sky<br/>
If you're caught in this downpour, you'll never dry<br/>
You'll never find yourself again, feeling alive<br/>
I wish you would look past the clouds in my eyes<br/>
To see what my heart really looks like<br/>
But all you see is what you think I am<br/>
But you're all wrong, I'm not that man<br/>
I'm not what I've done, what I do, what I say<br/>
There's much more to me than screaming in your face<br/>
I'm a soul, a spirit, a beauty, a bird<br/>
But you'll never see that because of just one word<br/>
Just one thing separates us two<br/>
You'd love me without it but then I wouldn't love you<br/>
My heart is heavy, boulders in my abdominal<br/>
You can forgive but you'll never forget my words<br/>
I'm abominable<br/>
There's no shelter strong enough to hold<br/>
There's no amount of fire to warm this cold,<br/>
Dark, black hole where my heart used to be<br/>
You'll never climb out if you keep following me<br/>
There's a storm raging inside of my soul<br/>
Leave me now before I swallow you whole<br/>apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-37001552593094693532016-09-22T18:48:00.001-07:002016-09-22T18:48:14.785-07:00FeelTimes like this
I'd like to plunge a dagger
into a vein
Remind myself
I'm alive, breathing
living this pain
I feel dull
Dead
Empty
Alone
I don't belong here
This world's not my home
I'm a broken spirit
searching
for soul
Something to fill
this void
in my heart, this hole
I've been fragile
Lonely
Depressed
Unstable
I'd fix it myself
If only I were able
apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-56186122060333757712013-02-08T23:35:00.001-08:002013-02-08T23:35:46.746-08:00you.You have a way with words and actions<br/>
Your life has become my passion<br/>
You are what I didn’t expect to fall for<br/>
But too perfect not to give it my all for<br/>
Your distance and the time we’re apart<br/>
Is the reason life brings tears to my heart <br/>
I cant get over the look in your eyes<br/>
Everyday when we say our goodbyes<br/>
I know you want to say something but<br/>
You’re too afraid to just tell me what<br/>
Youll never read this so I can say it here<br/>
Ive never felt something this clear<br/>
From the day that we met to tonight <br/>
You, my love, have become my light. <br/>
apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-85373235166429972412013-01-27T18:49:00.001-08:002013-01-27T18:49:29.463-08:00losing it.When I make you laugh<br/>
Your eyes twinkle like snowflakes<br/>
Your dimples are canyons<br/>
Your chin and your lips shake<br/>
When you touch my face<br/>
My heart melts like wax<br/>
Feels like my stomach<br/>
Is doing jumping jacks<br/>
The way that you kiss me<br/>
Makes my soul flutter<br/>
In the strength of your arms<br/>
I melt like butter<br/>
And the way that you <br/>
Say my name so sweet<br/>
Buckling at my knees<br/>
Swept off my feet<br/>
I don’t know what it is<br/>
All I know is that I need it<br/>
Every look and every word<br/>
That you say, you feed it<br/>
Boy you make me fall<br/>
like I just lost at jenga<br/>
i feel like you’re the<br/>
Corey to my Topanga.<br/>
apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-71184638091708622052013-01-02T09:58:00.001-08:002013-01-02T09:58:56.071-08:00VOTE!PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!! Visit this site: http://www.safeauto.com/DoTheJingle/Video/Alyssa_Hockenberry and VOTE FOR ME!!! You can vote as many times as you want! This money would help me pay for school and be such a blessing! Plus a chance to be on a commercial! AWESOME!! Please vote and pass the word on! THANK YOU!apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-76076186169440636872012-10-08T22:14:00.000-07:002012-10-08T22:14:33.460-07:00ugh.my pills have not been working <br/>
a reminder of why i am medicated.<br/>
i feel lost, careless, unhappy,<br/>
hateful, grouchy, undedicated.<br/>
im in an 'i hate everyone' mood<br/>
and im reliving the past<br/>
wondering why im always creating<br/>
love that doesn't ever last.<br/>
reminding myself why i hate dating.<br/>
i fall so easily and always hard.<br/>
so im blocking out my feelings<br/>
my heart is back on guard.<br/>
my defense mechanism is not caring,<br/>
but im so broken inside.<br/>
no one knows whats behind this smile.<br/>
the pain and tears i hide.<br/>
i hate everything today.<br/>
the Lord is my only friend.<br/>
i say i dont but i do want love,<br/>
and i want this anger to end.<br/>
apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-71286706948710331842012-10-01T23:38:00.001-07:002012-10-01T23:38:56.354-07:00gona be a cat lady. i have finally decided<br/>
to build back my walls<br/>
no longer wishing<br/>
for someone with balls<br/>
i hate everyone equally<br/>
(but men, a bit more)<br/>
ill get really fat and hairy<br/>
ill be a prude, not a whore<br/>
ill have thirty six cats<br/>
no shower in my home <br/>
ill be covered in fur<br/>
but never alone<br/>
my cats will protect me<br/>
from mice...and men<br/>
i hate cats, but id rather<br/>
be a cat lady than love again.<br/>
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apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-70296567216841298962012-09-20T23:08:00.002-07:002012-09-20T23:08:53.211-07:009.20.12tonight my heart hurts <br/>
my stomach churns<br/>
my smiles faded<br/>
my eyes burn<br/>
the tears came hard<br/>
and met at my chin<br/>
the outward sight<br/>
of feelings within<br/>
engrossing emotions<br/>
invading my mind<br/>
thought i'd come far<br/>
but i'm falling behind<br/>
back from the past<br/>
back to the start<br/>
reconnecting my thoughts<br/>
my soul and my heart<br/>
collecting the lessons<br/>
life has taught me<br/>
the soil and the water<br/>
the food for my tree<br/>
i will not wither<br/>
i will not fade<br/>
i will prosper<br/>
in sun and shade<br/>
no matter what happens<br/>
or will surround<br/>
can shake me, i'm planted<br/>
firmly, in the ground<br/>
i am here now<br/>
more than ill ever be<br/>
i'll never be anything<br/>
other than me.<br/>apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-49921294844761313662012-09-06T00:33:00.002-07:002012-09-06T00:33:58.018-07:00MACI bought a big bed <br/>
for us to share<br/>
When I lay down, <br/>
I still see you there<br/>
I still taste your kiss<br/>
I still feel your skin<br/>
See your big, brown eyes<br/>
Your dimples, your grin<br/>
I hold onto my pillow <br/>
and wish it was you<br/>
I can't wait until <br/>
my wishes come true<br/>
two months from now<br/>
I'll be with you again<br/>
Once more in the arms<br/>
of my love and my friend.<br/>
apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-15728954664373133092012-08-28T23:50:00.000-07:002012-08-28T23:50:01.012-07:00dont wana be a cat lady.Maybe love is true <br/>
maybe fairy tales are real<br/>
I believe in it again<br/>
By the way you make me feel<br/>
something I’ve waited for<br/>
since I saw Cinderella<br/>
but I never really thought<br/>
I’d find that kind of fella<br/>
I know you won’t hurt me<br/>
I know you won’t leave<br/>
I know these things because<br/>
your heart is on your sleeve<br/>
we connect so well already<br/>
I just can’t wait to see<br/>
this fairy tale unfold<br/>
between you and me. <br/>
apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-39434759301308822062012-08-07T23:51:00.003-07:002012-08-07T23:52:59.838-07:00i hate feeling feelings.what you meant<br/>
isn't what i heard<br/>
you lied when you said<br/>
you'd keep your word<br/>
a wasted 2 years<br/>
has left me alone<br/>
when you called last night<br/>
i should have silenced my phone<br/>
you wanted to rub in my face<br/>
that you've found someone new<br/>
reminding me, once more<br/>
i no longer have you<br/>
you lashed out in anger<br/>
when i got upset<br/>
but you cant expect me<br/>
to be over you yet<br/>
you let me down<br/>
in the worst way<br/>
the love i thought i found<br/>
still burns to this day<br/>
i'm breaking myself down<br/>
i can't do this much longer<br/>
even though i feel weak<br/>
i know i've become stronger<br/>
you broke my spirit<br/>
you broke my pride<br/>
something deep inside of me<br/>
withered up and died<br/>
you tore me apart<br/>
going back on your word<br/>
our memories are vivid<br/>
but the lines have all blurred<br/>
you've really moved on<br/>
and i'm still right here<br/>
lost and alone<br/>
drinking way too much beer<br/>
when you think of me<br/>
i hope that it stings<br/>
and i hope that i'll see<br/>
just what karma brings<br/>
go fuck yourself douche bag :)<br/>apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-13265130902023708322012-07-08T14:15:00.001-07:002012-08-07T23:55:28.660-07:00die in a hole.it's been a while since we split. <br/>
believe it or not i still feel like shit.<br/>
crying myself to sleep is getting old. <br/>
trying to find a way to turn myself cold. <br/>
to rid my heart of these feelings. <br/>
and to deal better with these dealings. <br/>
i hate thinking of you and being hurt. <br/>
you left me face down in the dirt. <br/>
i would do anything to hurt you back <br/>
as much as you've hurt me.<br/>
i wish i could break you down<br/>
completely. <br/>
if i didnt have morals<br/>
id give you to a dirty trucker. <br/>
bitch i would ruin you. <br/>
die in a hole mother fucker. <br/>apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-85496577168914729842012-07-06T18:23:00.004-07:002012-07-06T18:23:59.861-07:007.6.12im giving up the hurt i have<br/>
the pain that inhabits my soul<br/>
im giving up on giving a shit<br/>
cause shit belongs in a hole.<br/>
im sick and tired of being angry<br/>
and feeling low and depressed<br/>
i got my ass out of bed today<br/>
and i started hurting less.<br/>
i have to keep telling myself<br/>
dont give a fuck, youre fine<br/>
i keep reminding myself<br/>
its beginning to soak in my mind.<br/>
i need to find happiness again<br/>
in the little things in life<br/>
like flowers and birds and dancing<br/>
movies and dinners with my wife.<br/>
i need to laugh more than cry<br/>
lifes too short to be sad<br/>
i have amazing support here<br/>
THE best mom and dad.<br/>
selfishness breeds depression<br/>
selflessness breeds relief<br/>
bring on the happiness and laughter<br/>
im dropping the pain and the grief.<br/>
blah blah blah sob story stuff<br/>
no ones more lonely than i<br/>
im sick of feeling feelings<br/>
im going to go eat some pie.<br/>apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-4565493049375841312012-06-26T23:51:00.002-07:002012-06-26T23:55:11.440-07:00Me for me.Ive loved you for you <br />
So why cant you see<br />
I just want you<br />
To love me for me<br />
It seems you cant look<br />
Past the person ive been<br />
No matter what I do<br />
It seems I cant win<br />
I look past your past<br />
Ive let it all go<br />
Don’t hold it over me<br />
I want you to know<br />
I know that ive loved you<br />
Right from the start<br />
And everything ive said<br />
Came straight from the heart<br />
You act like im a sinner<br />
And pretend that you’re a saint<br />
But trust me when I say<br />
We all know you aint<br />
Ive made some wrong choices<br />
In the life ive been livin<br />
But im taking advantage <br />
Of the second chance ive been given<br />
I wish it didn’t matter<br />
The person ive been<br />
Because now im different<br />
Ive been changed within<br />
I know you look down on me<br />
For some decisions I make<br />
Like anything I ever do<br />
Is a complete mistake<br />
Choices ive made<br />
Are deciding my fate<br />
So I chose to change things<br />
Before its too late<br />
Now my soul is pure<br />
My heart is ready<br />
My mind is clear<br />
My stride is steady<br />
Im not one to judge<br />
So please don’t judge me<br />
If you’d have listened<br />
Then you would see<br />
Im a work in progress<br />
Im a diamond in the rough<br />
Im goofy on the outside<br />
But inside im tough<br />
I don’t let haters<br />
Break me down<br />
I’m 100 percent me<br />
All the way around.<br />apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-68829487364480724252011-08-13T17:28:00.000-07:002011-08-13T17:35:01.871-07:00New Attitude.I made a decision and i'm trying to stick with it
<br />you didn't like it, but i did it for my own good.
<br />Nights like this when i start to get lonely...
<br />I call on the Lord because i know i should
<br />He understands how i've been feeling lately
<br />He loves me unconditionally no matter what ive done
<br />I feel ungrateful sometimes when i get selfish
<br />when clouds are above me, He brings out the sun
<br />He fills my heart with joy every single day
<br />I'm tired of being angry about petty things
<br />So i'll sit back and let God lead me
<br />and open my heart to see what He brings.apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-53166589649950737082010-11-21T06:18:00.000-08:002010-11-21T06:30:34.646-08:0011.21twenty one years<br />of bitter affairs<br />shaking my fist<br />pulling out hair<br />too busy to live<br />too busy to love<br />lost and mislead<br />guidance from above<br />is much needed<br />and cherished<br />to teach me<br />before i perish<br />to rid myself<br />of too many errands<br />to make time for love<br />for family and friends<br />working my life<br />into the ground<br />with a smile on my face<br />and no one around<br />im withering and alone<br />looking for hope<br />but i still run away<br />a pitiful dope<br />running and tripping<br />falling and failing<br />breaking my bones<br />but not moaning or wailing<br />letting the pain<br />eat at my soul<br />i need a rope<br />to get out of this hole<br />my life is passing<br />in front of my face<br />i just hope soon<br />i find my place.apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-83540334817389781382010-06-24T13:57:00.001-07:002010-06-24T14:03:58.100-07:006.24if i could <br />i would<br />throw my elbow<br />at your face<br />break your pretty nose<br />put you in your place<br />if i could<br />i would<br />knee you in the throat<br />then leave a sticky note<br />with a quote:<br />"break my heart, i'll break your bones"<br />lessons learned<br />tables have turned<br />you are now where i once was<br />i do understand<br />i just dont care<br />so i wanna pound your spine<br />pull out your hair<br />break your back<br />snap your arm<br />this is just a poem<br />i mean no harm<br />unless you contact me<br />one more time<br />then...<br />you're mine.apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-15247619839763603502010-05-13T17:37:00.000-07:002010-05-13T17:42:51.237-07:005.13if i had a dime<br />for every moment i wished<br />i could go back in time<br />id have enough money<br />to build a time machine<br />and rewrite everything.<br />if i had nickel<br />for every joke you told me<br />every laugh, every tickle<br />every inside memory we shared<br />nothing compared.<br />if i had a fucking penny<br />for every time i think this<br />for every day<br />for every kiss<br />every story we ever told<br />thoughts of us<br />both young and old<br />the life we planned<br />the time that spanned<br />living in the moment<br />together<br />alone<br />then it was unknown<br />but now...<br />if i had a dime<br />for every time<br />i regret losing you then<br />id be the richest, sadest,<br />son of a bitch theres ever been.<br />im sorry.apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-34043194154680988552010-03-01T20:45:00.000-08:002010-03-01T20:49:50.168-08:00you know who this is about...with every breath you take<br />i hate you a little more<br />with every mistake you make<br />within me, more hatred is born.<br />every morning that you open your eyes<br />is another miserable day<br />ive never in my life despised<br />anything so much...go away.<br />do us all a favor and disappear<br />it doesnt matter how<br />let me make myself clear...<br />drink some cyanide<br />use a gun<br />or maybe a kife<br />i know you have one<br />youve stabbed me in the back with it<br />countless times<br />you're the reason<br />for all of my rhymes<br />do me a favor, put your hand on your chest<br />where your hearts supposed to be<br />notice its not beating<br />because its empty<br />gve yourself a shot<br />or you could take a pill<br />you want someone to help you?<br />i know someone who will<br />do us a favor and disappear<br />remove your face from existence<br />cause no one wants you here.apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-43699385431769330362009-09-01T20:43:00.001-07:002009-09-01T20:43:48.397-07:00Karma....I put my foot in the fire<br />And it burned to bits<br />I put my heart in your hands<br />And you threw a fit<br />I put my love in your arms<br />And you treated me like shit<br />Now I’m done.<br />You’ll be sorry.<br /><br />I put my strength in your soul<br />And you so let me down<br />Now I’m falling apart<br />Nothing but pieces on the ground<br />I’m a worthless piece of shit<br />And you’re nowhere around<br />Now I’m done.<br />You’ll be sorry.<br /><br />You don’t have to believe in karma…<br />…for her to bite you in the ass.<br />Now I’m done.<br />You’ll be sorry.apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-10825981452716211382009-09-01T16:54:00.000-07:002009-09-01T16:58:42.474-07:00first love.Three long years<br />Come to a close<br />We give back belongings<br />Books and clothes<br />I let your memories<br />Fall from my mind<br />With thoughts of us<br />From past times<br />As I close that door<br />And throw the key<br />I walk away<br />So peacefully<br />The pain, this time<br />Is slow and deep<br />No anger, no violence<br />A silent weep<br />I’ve burned the pictures,<br />The notes and songs<br />I still don’t know<br />What I did wrong<br />I lower my head<br />And forget your face<br />I walk away<br />So out of place<br />My steps are shorter<br />My breaths are too<br />My life has been altered<br />With the loss of you.apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-6577175046289787212009-08-21T21:46:00.000-07:002009-08-21T21:47:52.775-07:00just another lonely night.let the rain fall on me tonight<br />disguise my tears<br />so when you ask whats wrong<br />I can fake sincere<br /><br />let the fire leave my eyes<br />extinguish distinguished<br />lord knows its no surprise<br />my time here is meaningless<br /><br />let my heart roll to the floor<br />sweep the pieces<br />I’ll watch you leave once more<br />just leave me in pieces<br /><br />I’ll never learn my lesson with you.apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-69102591581026344282009-05-05T18:21:00.000-07:002009-05-05T18:37:06.264-07:00peace out.i guess this is the scratch<br />that itches the itch<br />guess its true what they say<br />and karmas a bitch<br />guess this is your way<br />of getting me back<br />i understand, though<br />dont cut me any slack.<br />ive done this to you<br />time and again<br />guess i havent been<br />such a great friend<br />guess i get a taste<br />of my own medicine<br />and Lord only knows<br />i wont do this again<br />ive never had the fear<br />of being replaced<br />one day you wont even<br />recognize my face<br />you just go right ahead<br />and lift her higher than me<br />and one day if she dumps you<br />then youll probably see<br />you jacked this way up<br />and its far too late<br />to recover this friendship<br />youll lose belief in fate<br />ive decided to mute my mouth<br />but i have words up my sleeve<br />that could hurt you in an instant<br />like you wouldnt believe<br />but ill rise above that<br />and just walk away<br />i'll leave you be now<br />please forget me, today.apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-68515537037989811372009-04-23T19:35:00.000-07:002009-04-23T19:41:14.213-07:00life.I think life is hard<br />and that’s where friends come in<br />I think life is easy<br />and that’s where friends come in<br />I think life is deliberate<br />there are no mistakes<br />I think there are no coincidences<br />there are no mistakes<br />I think there is no place for violence<br />don’t hate, appreciate<br />I think there is no place for murder<br />don’t hate, appreciate<br />I think life is a mystery series<br />live it page by page<br />I think life is list of questions<br />live it word by word<br />I think life is about relationships<br />friendships<br />hardships<br />big ships<br />and chocolate chips.<br />I think life is a journey<br />not to be lived alone<br />I think life is precious <br />not to be lived alone<br />I think when life gets tough<br />you’re tired and broke<br />that’s when you get together<br />have a drink and a smoke<br />I think when life is smooth<br />you’re living easy and free<br />put away the chemical joy<br />live and love your family<br />when you lose your loved ones<br />know they’re in a better place<br />when you get some new ones<br />make it a better place<br />when you see the hungry<br />give them their fill<br />when you see the sad<br />remind them of His will<br />when you see the angry<br />let them vent<br />when you see the poor<br />pay their rent<br />when you see the broken<br />and the lonely<br />and the empty<br />give them joy<br />hope<br />peace<br />love.<br />I think life’s about helping each other<br />because we can’t do it alone<br />we need each other.<br />forget the haters<br />the confrontaters<br />the liars<br />the cheaters<br />life’s about love<br />don’t get lost in yourself<br />it’s a lonely place<br />instead, share what you have<br />and you’ll find your place.<br />It’s not about the money<br />it’s not about the sex<br />it’s not about the drugs<br />it’s about the time we have <br />the music<br />the kisses<br />the hugs<br />the abstract things that aren’t concrete<br />make these be known<br />the things you can’t see<br />you can only be shown.apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3311967810050683776.post-81115617720640769432009-04-05T15:48:00.000-07:002009-04-05T15:52:29.256-07:00its over.ive lived my life in fastforward<br />not on purpose, of course<br />ive lived and loved<br />ive let nature take its course<br />ive walked the walk<br />and danced the dance<br />i've given my first<br />and my last chance<br />looking back<br />on these twenty years<br />ive been so happy<br />and now it appears<br />that i'm nearing the end<br />i'm past my prime<br />my life is over<br />it's almost time<br />so now i spend my time<br />lying in bed<br />waiting for this thought<br />of you to leave my head<br />and waiting impatiently<br />for my final breath<br />so i can whisper goodbye<br />and fade to my death.apple.http://www.blogger.com/profile/07359426463143278839noreply@blogger.com2