and i wait

i lie here
and i wait

i wait for you to realize what an incredible person i am
i wait for you to finally see how fucking amazing i am
i wait for you to come crawling back
i wait for you to beg for ME to give YOU a second chance
i wait until the day that i get to break your heart twice as much as you broke mine
i wait for the day that you realize this was your fault
i wait for the day that you realize that i was right all along
i wait for the day that you feel so fucking worthless that you cry your eyes out
i wait for the day when you understand, really understand how i feel right now
i wait for the day when you realize how much your words broke me down
i wait for the day when you FINALLY FUCKING REALIZE that i am a princess.
and i deserve to be treated like one.
talked to like one.
honored like one.
i wait for the day when you realize that i am going to be the best wife
and the greatest mother
i wait for the day when you realize you could have had me.
ME.
i deserve more.
i wont settle.
i wont open up.
i wont be the same.
its going to take a lot to break me down now.
your words cant hurt me
your name calling
your mind games
i am who i am
fuck you.
i am a phenomonal woman and i dont need to deal with your shit.

and i wait...
for the day...
when you realize...
i am everything.