Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Me for me.

Ive loved you for you
So why cant you see
I just want you
To love me for me
It seems you cant look
Past the person ive been
No matter what I do
It seems I cant win
I look past your past
Ive let it all go
Don’t hold it over me
I want you to know
I know that ive loved you
Right from the start
And everything ive said
Came straight from the heart
You act like im a sinner
And pretend that you’re a saint
But trust me when I say
We all know you aint
Ive made some wrong choices
In the life ive been livin
But im taking advantage
Of the second chance ive been given
I wish it didn’t matter
The person ive been
Because now im different
Ive been changed within
I know you look down on me
For some decisions I make
Like anything I ever do
Is a complete mistake
Choices ive made
Are deciding my fate
So I chose to change things
Before its too late
Now my soul is pure
My heart is ready
My mind is clear
My stride is steady
Im not one to judge
So please don’t judge me
If you’d have listened
Then you would see
Im a work in progress
Im a diamond in the rough
Im goofy on the outside
But inside im tough
I don’t let haters
Break me down
I’m 100 percent me
All the way around.

1 comment:

Charlie said...

I don't know if you'll actually read this or not, but I had a dream about you tonight. The dream itself wasn’t bad or good, but I awoke to find myself in a pile of tears. I miss the absolute crap out of you. I hate that every single time we get close to reconciling, I lose contact with you and then I end up trying to hurt you by saying things I really don’t mean. All I’ve wanted in the last 3 years is to have my friend back and it kills me that we aren’t. I love you as much as one person can without actually being “in love” because I’m not., but I care about you more than you’ll ever know and every time I think of you I always hope that you are well. Nothing would make me more ecstatic than to see you truly happy and having all of your dreams come true. I really hope I don’t have to wait another 3 years to see you Alyssa. I don’t know why we feud but I want to put an end to it once and for all.