Wednesday, October 8, 2008

long day.

everyday is a new challenge
every task is an accomplishment
every second without you
feels like a second wasted
im sick of just existing
im sick of putting the effort
into breathing
into getting out of bed
into eating
because it feels like a waste
my life feels like a waste
im stealing your air
im unworthy of taking up space
in this world any longer
memories of the past
smother any future possibilities of love
of living my life
happily.
im sick of feeling like im in your way
im sick of feeling
anything.

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