Sunday, September 7, 2008

sorry.

i've never been good with words.
i've never been one to express what i mean very well.
things come out completely wrong.
words get twisted, meanings get reversed.
i'm just no good with words.
i'm no good with trying to tell you how i feel.
i can never find the right words to say...
...so i say too much.
i overkill everything.
i say i'm sorry too much.
i say i love you too much.
i say i miss you too much.
i say i need you too much.
i'm suffocating you with my words and i'm sorry.
i'm sorry that i never know how to say it...
i'm sorry that i never shut up.
i'm sorry that i never leave you alone.
i'm sorry.
i'm a fuck up and i can't seem to do this right.
you already know how i feel about you...
...so i should stop telling you, right?
i just dont want you to forget.
i just dont want you to walk out of my life forever.
i just dont want you to move on.
i can't seem to say what i mean in ten words or less...
i always say too much.
so i'm going to stop.
i'm sorry for everything...
and even though you know this...
and i remind you a hundred times a week...
i love you.

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