stuck.

I’m not bitter
I’m just torn
I’m not suicidal
Just wish id never been born
I’m not pissy
I’m just cheerless
I’m not carefree
I’m just fearless
I’m not lonely
I’m just alone
I’m not empty-hearted
Just, no one’s home
Maybe one day
This doubt will clear
I’m not bitchy
Just sick of being here
I’m not dumb
Just slow to speak
I’m not that strong
Just not so weak
I’m not confusing
Just confused
I’m not bored
Just not amused
I’m not weary
I’m just listless
I’m not happy
I’m just restless
I’m not closed
Just not open
I’m not okayI’m still broken.